I think many people think that they know who I am or how I feel or will feel but I often find they’re way off base. Many people also assume a lot from frivolous things like Facebook posts. If you really want to know how I am doing our feeling actually take the time to talk to me and ask me cause I will likely tell you. That’s what I’m like. It’s not a huge mystery. And you don’t have to agree about what I say, or fix it, just listen. That’s what most of us need is someone to listen.
I’ve gone through some significant changes in my life and my understanding of human nature. I was in a domestic violence situation where I am still feeling the after-effects of things he said to me, what he made me do, and things he did. Not many listen when I tell them he would’ve killed me. I know this and was living in terror. Grasp that part of my story please. They’ve adjusted my medications for my Ptsd which I’m going to therapy and DBT for. I am doing the best that I can. I’d appreciate support and acknowledgment. I am a survivor and will get through this but I’ve already lost some people along this path which makes things hard for me.