It’s 12:34am

Monday January 21, 2019 for me in Central standard time it is at least. I’ve had a headache most of the day. It went away for awhile because I went to help my Dad with his drywall. I helped him Saturday after work and he asked if I’d come Sunday morning. It was a nice distraction for me. I’m always trying to please him and make him proud and so I wanted to do this to help him.

He’s done so much for me and we don’t always see eye to eye and he says things without thinking and tries to fix things. His brain thinks 20 steps ahead to things to see what could be and while I look ahead and try to figure out what’s going to happen or could happen other things distract me. I know he loves me and means well and wants me happy. But he frustrates me and I guess that’s part of the frustration of having an adult relationship with your parent.

So the defense decided to skip the preliminary hearing and have a pre-trial conference which is set for February 26th. Asshole plead not guilty which sucks and not sure why the fuck that works or how he can then plea to a lesser charge. It’s 3 1/2 years of 10,000 fine. A felony. Why do they make it so when he admitted to murdering Dexter. He didn’t talk about how he cleaned him or good his eyes shut or that he knew exactly wtf he was doing and still hid my baby under the bed for me to find and lied to me. Acted shocked when I said he was dead. Never mentioned any attack, never mentioned anything about that until he told the Sheriff department after first lying to them too. How the fuck and why the fuck would you let a psychopath get away with anything less than the felony? Which doesn’t have that damn long of a sentence. He wanted to kill me. He did this cause he wanted to do it to me.

This is a quote from a woman that signed the Petition for justice for my Dexter: I want to read more from Arthur Schopenhauer.

“Compassion for animals is intimately associated with goodness of character, and it may be confidently asserted that he who is cruel to animals cannot be a good man.” ARTHUR SCHOPENHAUER, The Basis of Morality The monster who murdered this poor, innocent cat MUST be punished severely and jailed!!