I took a couple days off from writing and enjoyed some time with Joe who arrived in town on Saturday. It was a busy day for me that day since I worked both jobs but the time went by quick and I was surprised when he arrived early. Not completely mind you since I knew that when I spoke with him earlier in the day while he was driving that he had already made it to Wisconsin. We went to Bucketheads which is a local bar and joint to get burgers and a much needed long island iced tea and took the burgers to go. I’ve been enjoying the time we’ve been spending together.
As promised we spend Sunday together beginning with breakfast at Dinky Diner where he had the gyro omelette which I did get to try which I’ll have to remember to get when I’m in the mood. I of course got the veggie omelette and added ham…. and yes before anyone mentions it I know it ceases to be veggie when adding ham I just enjoy all the veggies in my omelette. Then we decided to take a trip down to Wausau where we went to the Leigh Yawkey Woodson Art Museum. They had a couple new exhibits up and one of them was quite trippy, especially when you put 3-d glasses on to view the exhibit. The other had birds and since I had missed the Birds in Art Exhibit with all the crap I’ve been dealing with I was very happy to see this exhibit.
We decided to go to the Wausau Mall next because we both wanted things from Bath and Body Works and spent a little walking around the mall. It was surprisingly busier than it was the last time I was there but I figured it was because it’s closer to Christmas.
We continued to Schofield Oriental Market where I bought some Jasmine tea and tea maker. I wanted to try to find some fancy chop sticks since that’s another one of the stupid things that I didn’t get back from the asshole we don’t want to mention. I haven’t brought it up but here’s my rant on him aside from him murdering my cats and being verbally, mentally and emotionally abusive and controlling. I was looking the other day through some of my things and trying to put things away and not in the boxes when I discovered something quite disturbing… the fucker apparantly decided to keep or take some of my favorite movies such as (Breakfast at Tiffany’s, Monty Python & the Holy Grail, Fight Club, 7, Annie Hall, The Godfather trilogy, Harry Potter & the Half Blood Prince and Pink Floyd’s The Wall). I already talked with the Sheriff Tyler Young to talk about several of the issues I’ve had with my case of the murderous asshole and how they don’t have their facts straight and also adding about the missing items. I’ve left a message with the Sheriff that was at the house the day that I was there to get my things. There was no reason for him to take those particular movies aside from Harry Potter which was in the Playstation 3 which was the one he bought for me that actually played dvd’s and he gave me his instead and the case was on the tv stand… the other movies I never took out of the box of which I packed them in to begin with when was making the move to that horror house that I lived at with him. My sugar skull coffee mug is still mia as well and I know these are things and they can be replaced and it’s all bullshit and his continued efforts to piss me right the fuck off.
Enough ranting, after leaving the Oriental Market Joe and I decided to try a new place or us to eat which was Bamboo Hut Chinese & Thai. Joe had never had Thai food and I thought it was a great idea. We both had the Tom Yum Soup which was delicious and I had Kee Mow (Drunken Noodle) and he had Pho (which is vietnamese but he never had that before and wanted to make sure he got to try some of my Thai. It was a fun and relaxing day which was nice.
Today I thought I had a therapy appointment early but apparantly I wrote the date and time in wrong so Joe brought me to my allergy shot where I found out how the upcoming shots are going to be. Will continue doing once a week with skipping a week and repeat and then we’ll be starting once a month. I know the shots are working and I’m very happy that I started this process. The nurses at Aspirus are so nice and they also agreed to sign the petition and pass it around for others to share and sign which is nice, the more signatures the better. We currently have 20,555 signatures which is from less than a week. I’m still working with Nina from Lady Freethinker and talking with the Animal Welfare News about the other sites that have talked to me about petitions as well. I don’t want to mess this one up and not sure how this all works. I have had people from all over the world signing the petition and leaving messages in regards to their thoughts on punishment for the asshole. I want justice but I’d be lying if I hadn’t thought of what many have stated in their comments.
Joe wanted to meet up with a friend he’s known for many years to meet her son and boyfriend so I made the trip with him to Shawano. Along the way I did stop to get a couple pictures and stopped at a nice little coffee shop called Glas Green Coffee. I enjoyed my coffee and bought a magnet print that caught my eye and we met up with his friend to spend time with them and then headed back to town.
On the way back to Rhinelander driving through Antigo and Monico and taking an old familiar route I had a rush of memories which were not at all pleasant and made me feel upset from dealing with the controlling asshole that murdered my cats. I say cats cause Luna was 5 and while she died in my arms I’m pretty sure that he somehow aided in her early demise and he already admitted what he did to Dexter. I hate him and do not miss him for what he’s done to me. I need to practice my breathing exercises and will probably do that after I finish this post. I feel like I am trying and I know I am and doing things to help me whether it’s coloring, taking a breathing class, getting out and reconnecting with Joe or my therapy. I really am trying but sometimes the feelings from all the bullshit come crashing back into me like a hurricane. I know it’s going to take some time and I really hope that the people that do deal with me regularly will allow me to sort through the bullshit and get the vile putrid venom out of my system.
This is all for tonight. I will write more soon. Ciao for now.