Pre-court jitters

Today I’m not exactly sure what to expect out of court. The unknown makes me nervous. This whole court process and case for me is difficult. For me Dexter isn’t just a piece of property. He was alive, he was sweet and he didn’t deserve what happened. He didn’t randomly attack anyone and if he did it was a reaction to something the other person did. And still am attack from a 10 pound cat isn’t going to put your life in danger to react to it by strangling and beating it 10 to 20 times. Then making no mention of it for 20 days and putting it under my bed to find. There’s a third to 100th circle of hell with your name on it. It’s inhumane, cruel and monstrous.